Well tomorrow another new beginning as we start with the radiation therapy. I'm kinda torn between being excited and being scared. It's exciting in that so far the radiation is the only thing that has worked for my tumors short of removal. The original tumor that I had in my brain was irradiated on our anniversary on December 7th. It is now totally gone. The doctors decided to treat the remaining tumors on my lungs with chemotherapy which not only didn't effect the lung tumors, it didn't stop the growth of other brain tumors. So now we are moving forward more aggressively and that is a little exciting.
It is also very scary in that there are possible long term side effects. I can deal with losing my hair and some localized skin rash, but long term memory loss is scary. It is also scary in that if this doesn't work, options are limited. Can't exactly go in and remove my brain. I know that God still has all this under His control and that He will work this to my good, I'm just ready to move on past this and claim my victory. I'm ready for my miracle. Ready to get out and share what God has done for me. I don't like not feeling well enough to even leave the house most days. Getting dressed is now a chore. I'm ready to go forward for Him.
I am thankful for all the support that my family and I have been given and I know that there are prayers being lifted. So lets go ahead now and start planning our come back tour!!! I'm ready!!! After all My GOD's got this and this cancer has no hold on me!!! My name is Jason Horn, and I am Second!!!!
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